If I said that the month of May has been good to me, I’d be lying, and I’m not even entirely sure where to begin. Do I start with the career where I feel I have to dumb myself down? The health issues resulting from cutting out processed foods? The yoga teacher who won’t call me back? Or perhaps just the restlessness and fear of stepping out of my comfort zone?
May has been a very rough month. I have been bored to tears in graduate school to the point where I don’t pay attention in class and then still end up with a 99.5 percent overall grade. The hard part about school is just keeping up with the work and being motivated to do it when the concepts are what I do everyday. There’s very little that’s new.
Work has been frustrating as well, but I don’t really want to talk about that. I’ve been trying to figure out how to have a life as well, and I don’t feel that is going very well either. And then there’s just generally feeling tired and discouraged by everything. I know that a lot of it is the withdrawal from processed foods, but I mean, really, how long is it going to take?
I generally try to be positive in my posts on here, but I just don’t feel like I have any positive left right now. I think that over the next few days or so, I’m going to really take stock of my life and try to figure out what I actually want my life to look like. Until then, I may not be posting as much, but that seems to be the theme of May anyway. Until then…