I remember being very impatient very early on in my journey and just wanting to reach the destination as soon as possible. I was in a lot of pain then, and I was in a hurry to get better. I have found though that the further I get in my journey, the less of a hurry I am in. Most days, the pain is gone. I don’t cry anymore–not like before, and I like who I am. There will always be more to strive for, because what is life, but a continual improving of oneself? But at this point in my journey, I am content, and I can take recovery as it comes.